A hug?

Hmm, today.. I actually arrived in college on time. For the first time in history, 8am sharp! Compliments to myself! There was also this class of mine that was held in the nursing room instead today. To think that it was actually quite comfortable to study there. Despite sleeping only for 4 hours only last night, I was actually wide awake. Can't say much for the next class thou, I just almost slept.

We had lunch with two other of her best friends. Talked a little of our childhood and realized that my girlfriend didn't really have a pleasant past like us. And they said to train her to be more feminine? Big Yay? Or should I get worried? Kinda happy in a way too because at times I do feel like she is being the boyfriend instead.

After that, we went and get some fruit tarts. She casually made this statement saying that my another friend has a much more better personality than me. I got a little agitated. It's like me telling my friends that I know another girl who is more lovely than my girlfriend in front of her. So yeah I kinda hinted to her that I was upset but I do get over things very quickly.

And so the day went by quite smoothly thou I don't expect the days to continuously remain like this because I feel as if happiness is truly a luxury, you'll never know when it'll be taken away from you. So I treat it as a privilege. We went and played cards with a bunch of classmates at Share Tea after that, easily 20 over of us? It's like a gambling den over there. Had a good laugh and saw some videos displaying on the TV about extreme sports. It's how I get the idea that being free means doing the stuff you like.

Upon sending her back home I have an excuse to use the toilet, but my main intention was this. After I came out of the toilet, without saying anything. I gave her a hug. A nice, long, yet warm cuddle. Followed by a kiss and some concerning words. It was just for her to feel that I care for her even thou I know we're not going to last forever, I just wanted her to know that by me hugging her it means that I'm giving her all the comfort I can muster in that few seconds. I really hope she felt some warmth in that.

Time to worry about tomorrow's accounting project and financial ratio analysis. I'm so dead.

A Day To Remember?

It's Tuesday, presentation day. The day began when I actually woke up at 7.07am. Suppose to wake up own girlfriend up at 7am sharp. But I guess the first alarm didn't wake me up. And so she called me, seeing if I woke up or not. Yet once again, the tone of disappointment. But seriously, I woke up at 7.05am. At least give me some credit to be able to pick up your call in 10secs time? 

Thanks to the Jam, I managed to pick her up and dropped her off. Yet that alone, I brought her to the wrong  drop off place. Morning blurry. I know, she is probably numb to it already. Anyway, we managed to reach on time. Presentation went well, no sight of displeases from anyone so far. Oh, and everyone was wearing formal attire. Meaning that cameras were flashing and she brought the instant camera I gave her for our one year anniversary too. 

Was funny that she suspected the camera to be faulty when in actuality, she misplaced the battery. And NOT BEING a sensitive person like her, I don't rage. I simply corrected her by putting the battery properly. It works, yes. Yay. 

It's a nice photo but knowing the fact that we aren't quite much the same as before, even the sweetest picture cannot repair the damaged done between us.

Then after class, we went to eat at the same old, yet, deliciously Pizza Milano. The pasta is now much tastier than before! And my saliva actually flew when I was talking too excitedly. Control Nick! CONTROL!! Gosh, sorry dear friend. It's just too embarrassing to apologize the second time so I'll just say it here.

Then we had a boy to boy talk with another friend of mine who actually fell out of love when his girl dumped him. We exchanged thoughts and I learnt that over addiction of games will actually lose the one you held dear so much. So yes, I have to control my play time too. Make more time for her I guess? Frankly, we both did not understand girls. I used to, just, not anymore. My own girlfriend that is. Sigh* 

Also, just when we were about to leave. An old course mate friend from last year called up and wants to 'yumcha' with us. So yeah, TONG PAK FU ice cream again. The girls didn't like guava favoured. We boys on the other hand, disliked sesame. The difference between genders, very diff.

And so I got back, finally decided to do my ratio analysis for tomorrow's discussion, what a slacker I am. Geez. Okay so, I shall end my post and sleep AND wake up 7am in the morning once again.