A hug?

Hmm, today.. I actually arrived in college on time. For the first time in history, 8am sharp! Compliments to myself! There was also this class of mine that was held in the nursing room instead today. To think that it was actually quite comfortable to study there. Despite sleeping only for 4 hours only last night, I was actually wide awake. Can't say much for the next class thou, I just almost slept.

We had lunch with two other of her best friends. Talked a little of our childhood and realized that my girlfriend didn't really have a pleasant past like us. And they said to train her to be more feminine? Big Yay? Or should I get worried? Kinda happy in a way too because at times I do feel like she is being the boyfriend instead.

After that, we went and get some fruit tarts. She casually made this statement saying that my another friend has a much more better personality than me. I got a little agitated. It's like me telling my friends that I know another girl who is more lovely than my girlfriend in front of her. So yeah I kinda hinted to her that I was upset but I do get over things very quickly.

And so the day went by quite smoothly thou I don't expect the days to continuously remain like this because I feel as if happiness is truly a luxury, you'll never know when it'll be taken away from you. So I treat it as a privilege. We went and played cards with a bunch of classmates at Share Tea after that, easily 20 over of us? It's like a gambling den over there. Had a good laugh and saw some videos displaying on the TV about extreme sports. It's how I get the idea that being free means doing the stuff you like.

Upon sending her back home I have an excuse to use the toilet, but my main intention was this. After I came out of the toilet, without saying anything. I gave her a hug. A nice, long, yet warm cuddle. Followed by a kiss and some concerning words. It was just for her to feel that I care for her even thou I know we're not going to last forever, I just wanted her to know that by me hugging her it means that I'm giving her all the comfort I can muster in that few seconds. I really hope she felt some warmth in that.

Time to worry about tomorrow's accounting project and financial ratio analysis. I'm so dead.